to boyhood, i never knew him

to boyhood, i never knew him

I tried at girlhood. I live in this boyless body.

2022•4m

Documentary

Archive footage from 2006 - 2010 of a young girl growing up during the ages of four to eight. Only fragments of what is remembered exists. Words from a transgender man float to the surface as fleeting memories go on.

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Toronto Metropolitan University

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EN

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Released

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Trâm Anh Nguyễn

Trâm Anh Nguyễn

Himself

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