i hate myself :)

i hate myself :)

2017•56m•5.3/10

Documentary

Ratings

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5.3/10(7)

Nebbishy filmmaker Joanna Arnow documents her yearlong relationship with an open-mic poet provocateur. What starts out as an uncomfortably intimate portrait of a dysfunctional relationship and protracted mid-twenties adolescence, quickly turns into a complex commentary on societal repression, sexuality and self-confrontation through art.

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Production

Second Look Films

Language

EN

Status

Released

Release Date

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Cast

Joanna Arnow

Joanna Arnow

Self

James Browning Kepple

Self

David Arnow

Self

Barbara Weiserbs

Self

Max Karson

Self

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