The Child I Never Was

The Child I Never Was

What Becomes a Serial Killer Most?

2002•1h 21m•6.5/10

DramaCrime

Ratings

🎬TMDb

6.5/10(24)

A serial killer dispassionately discusses the nuts and bolts of his grisly avocation, as well as the youthful traumas which helped to mold him into a psychopath, in this disturbing independent drama from Germany, based on the true story of of Germany's most famous child murderer Juergen Bartsch who, between the ages of 15 and 19, abused, tortured and killed four schoolboys in the Ruhr region of Germany from 1962 to 1966.

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Production

MTM West Television & Film, WDR

Language

DE

Status

Released

Release Date

Cast

Tobias Schenke

Tobias Schenke

Jürgen Bartsch, Older

Ulrike Bliefert

Ulrike Bliefert

Gertrud Bartsch

Walter Gontermann

Walter Gontermann

Gerhard Bartsch

Jürgen Christoph Kamcke

Father Seidlitz

Sebastian Rüger

Young Deacon

Stephan Szasz

Stephan Szasz

Young Priest

Roland Riebeling

Roland Riebeling

Chaplain Herles

Sebastian Urzendowsky

Sebastian Urzendowsky

Jürgen Bartsch, Younger

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