I'm Not Everything I Want to Be

I'm Not Everything I Want to Be

The story of the photographer Libuše Jarcovjáková

2024•1h 31m•8.0/10

Documentary

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🎬TMDb

8.0/10(9)

After the Soviet invasion of Czechoslovakia in 1968, Libuše Jarcovjáková, a young female photographer, strives to break free from the constraints of Czechoslovak normalization and embarks on a wild journey towards freedom, capturing her experiences on thousands of subjective photographs.

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Production

Mischief Films, Nutprodukcia, Somatic Films, Česká televize, ARTE GEIE

Language

CS

Status

Released

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Trailers & Videos

Cast

Libuše Jarcovjáková

Libuše Jarcovjáková

Self - Photographer / Narrator (voice)

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